And I don't know

This could break my heart or save me

Nothing's real

Until you let go completely

So here I go with all my thoughts

I've been saving

So here I go with all my fears

Weighing on me

Three months

And I'm still sober

Picked all my weeds

But kept the flowers

But I know

It's never really over

And I don't know

I could crash and burn, but maybe

At the end of this road

I might catch a glimpse of me

So I won't worry about my timing

I wanna get it right

No comparing, second guessing

No, not this time

Three months

And I'm still breathing

Been a long road since those

Hands I left my tears in

But I know

It's never really over, no

Wake up

Three months

And I'm still standing here

Three months

And I'm getting better, yeah

Three months

And I still am

Three months

And it's still harder now

Three months

I've been living here without you now

Three months

Yeah, three months I hurt

Three months

And I'm still breathin'

Three months

And I still remember it

Three months

And I wake up

Three months

And I'm still sober

Picked all my weeds

But kept the flowers