Story of my life, searching for the right

But it keeps avoiding me

Sorrow in my soul 'cause it seems that wrong

Really loves my company

He's more than a man and this is more than love

The reason that the sky is blue

The clouds are rolling in because I'm gone again

And to him, I just can't be true

And I know that he knows I'm unfaithful

And it kills him inside

To know that I am happy with some other guy

I can see him dying

I don't wanna do this anymore

I don't wanna be the reason why

Every time I walk out the door

I see him die a little more inside

I don't wanna hurt him anymore

I don't wanna take away his life

I don't wanna be a murderer

I feel it in the air as I'm doing my hair

Preparing for another date

A kiss upon my cheek as he reluctantly

Asks if I'm gonna be out late

I say I won't be long, just hanging with the girls

A lie I didn't have to tell

Because we both know where I'm about to go

And we know it very well

'Cause I know that he knows I'm unfaithful

And it kills him inside

To know that I am happy with some other guy

I can see him dying

I don't wanna do this anymore

I don't wanna be the reason why

Every time I walk out the door

I see him die a little more inside

I don't wanna hurt him anymore

I don't wanna take away his life

I don't wanna be a murderer

Our love, his trust

I might as well take a gun and put it to his head

Get it over with

I don't wanna do this anymore

Whoa, anymore

And I don't wanna do this anymore

I don't wanna be the reason why

And every time I walk out the door

I see him die a little more inside

And I don't wanna hurt him anymore

I don't wanna take away his life

I don't wanna be a murderer

A murderer, no, no, no

Yeah, yeah